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Wednesday, September 15th, 2004
5:39 pm
they don't care if you did something good.

they only care that you did something bad.

it's like they're waiting...

waiting for you to make a mistake.

and when you do,

you get eliminated immediately.

nothing you do can make up for it.

and nothing you did can make up for it.

they don't care if you did something good.
Saturday, September 11th, 2004
9:28 am
I'm a clown
when someone you respect
is not the person you thought he was

when someone you expect will stand by your side
turned his back

when you really want to cry
and you tell yourself,
it's not worth your tears
and when you cried
without knowing why you did

when you tried really hard,
but everything turned out like crap

when you just don't care anymore
but everyone is expecting so much from you

when you just wish someone would understand
or at least ask about what's going on in your life

when people assume they know who you are
when they think they know so much about you
when they know nothing

when the only person you thought sees the world through the same perspective as you

when someone you loved hated you
9:26 am
yo yo
I piss on them
I treat them like shit
one by one they walked away
I don't need them anyway.

don't fuckin' care anymore
it's too much
it's too much
for me to take

take me away
away from here
away to a place far away
to a place where no one can find.

I'm trapped inside this body
the body that won't stop weeping
there's a hole in my eyes
and it keeps on running

do you hear the dolphins cry
hear that? crying
not fuckin' singing, they're crying.
just hoping someone will know that.
9:25 am
don't make me face the reality
time is slipping away from me
I ran and ran but I can't reach it
maybe when I'm here time will freeze
in this place
my comfort zone
9:24 am
they say this one sucked
you want me to be great, you say,
but you're holding me back.
I feel like I'm locked in a birdcage
with no space to spread my wings and nowhere to fly to.
how the fuck can i be great if all you do is trap me inside my cage?
i don't know how to fly yet, you say.
well how the fuck can i learn if you never let me
all of your assumptions are pissing me off
you want me to be great, you say,
but from what i saw lately,
you've been dragging me down.
how the fuck can I be great
if you don't let me to.
9:24 am
ba la ba ba ba
I pretend
that everything's alright

I look fine
but inside I'm dying

What no one sees
there's a hole in my heart
it's silently crying for help
wishing for an ear to hear
Saturday, April 3rd, 2004
11:47 am
top of the world
looking down
I'm at the top of the world
everyone is tiny
I'm at the top of the world
I can see you
I'm at the top of the world
but you can't see me
I'm at the top of the world
I sing my last song
at the top of the world
and dance my last dance
at the top of the world
I take a deep breath
at the top of the world
and I take the final leap
from the top of the world



down... I go.

I close my eyes
and let gravity draw me towards the ground
I wonder,
am I doing the right thing?
The old memories are coming back to me
the laughters, the tears
I wonder,
is anyone going to miss me?
I never meant to hurt anyone
I don't want to hurt anyone
and i keep on falling



down... I go.

good-bye, world.
thanks for everything.
Sunday, February 15th, 2004
12:28 am
happy un-birthday
have a happy un-birthday,
and maybe everyone will be happier.
happy un-birthday to everyone.
people can be hard,
people can be bitches,
people can be cruel,
but remember,
life is not hard,
life is not a bitch,
and life is not cruel.
be strong.
hold on.
the end is near.
be brave.
be faithful.
soon the trumpets will sound,
and the judgement will come.
so have a happy un-birthday for now.
make yourself happy.
you have to believe that you're happy in order to be really happy.v
Saturday, January 17th, 2004
12:46 am
I'll be right here
Don't worry, I'll be right here.
I won't let you get hurt,
I will protect you.
I'll be right here.

Don't worry, I'll be right here.
I'll stand by your side,
but if you want to stand behind me that's fine too.
I'll be right here.

Don't worry, I'll be right here.
I won't leave you,
you won't be alone.
I'll be right here.

Don't worry, I'll be right here.
Don't be afraid,
I'll be right here,
waiting for you.
Thursday, January 15th, 2004
6:15 pm
dance around the camp fire
join us, my friend, join us.
join us for a dance 'round the camp fire.
join us, my friend, join us.
join us and we'll sing the camp fire song.

dance like no one's watching,
dance like there's no tomorrow.
sing like you've never before,
sing like you're on top of the world.

6:11 pm
one by one, they all left
as time passes
people lost interests
they leave with or without a good-bye
some comes back
but it's not long until they all leave again.

good-bye, my mates
hope to see you some time.
wish you a good life,
and God be with you.

remember the old times,
keep the memories.
they may not mean much,
but they're a part of us all.
they are one of the many things that made us who we are today.

I've seen much,
I've learned alot,
since I've came to join.
Now what has kept us together has died,
we'll all part hoping some day we'll meet again.
5:18 pm
o castle keep, how graceful ye stand
Castle keep,
haven of lost souls.
stands alone,
cold and proud.

Castle keep,
well protected.
surrounded by
thick, strong walls.

Castle Keep,
hard and strong.
like nothing can
knock it down.

Castle keep,
still alone.
no one reaches in,
no one calls out.

Castle keep,
walls are crumbling,
and the keep
comes crushing down.

Castle Keep,
reached its limit,
and it all comes out,
all the hidden rage and sadness.

* this was actually inspired by a poem someone else wrote.. also 'bout castle keep *
Wednesday, January 7th, 2004
4:59 pm
the world needs more of these children
the children danced in the snow,
they danced and danced without a care.
ignored the coldness,
ignored the stares.
they just kept on dancing.
Saturday, January 3rd, 2004
12:48 am
they don't know what theyr'e doing
the wall's up
and we turn our backs
and the bird sang its song,
the wind tells its tales
but no one's listening
they're all too busy being stupid
except for a few
those who went over the walls
a beautiful song it was
and a grand tale they heard.
the people spread the words
but the stupids never learn
and the bird flies over the wall
and spits out its last song
as it does, it begins to die
so the stupids watch in regret
and the great wind crumbles the wall
to tell an epic to the other side
and as we all lay down to sleep,
we all wonders 'bout what happened to the bird
and how this piece came to be,
and sometimes things have two meanings
and how random some things are.
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